Seriously, she looks freaking amazing.
But I scrolled past, closed the app, and went along my way
Twitter is never wasted time -- just so we are clear.
So, this morning -- This morning I went back and re-found this picture. 15 weeks. A lot can happen in 15 weeks. A lot can be accomplished. I found the picture and then went to the calendar. Today happens to be 15 weeks until California International Marathon, CIM. I registered for this race several weeks back but I haven't talked about it much.
Maybe because it feels like its a long ways away. CIM is December 8th. Its 90* here today and there is essentially an entire Fall season that we have to go until I toe the start of my first marathon.
Realistically I probably haven't talked about it much because I have really only made it to 1 race start yet this year. I've talked about Wildflower Long Course, IM Coeur d'Alene, and Paso Robles Harvest Marathon last fall. I'm meant to train for these races, making it to the start line was "in the plans" --
It just didn't actually happen. Shit happens sometimes. My past year has been full of shit.
But I've got 15 weeks to make this start line. 15 weeks to make the right choices, the choices I want to make even when they "aren't the most fun" or the "most glamorous" -- let's be honest, 5am wake-ups are rarely either.
For me, the next 15 weeks isn't really about weight loss, looking better naked..... its not really even about the marathon. It's about re-finding my happy self. Last year I went into Vineman 70.3 happier than I'd ever been before. Happier with being the truest version of myself I had ever been. I worked a lot (which I actually enjoy), trained a lot (which I also actually enjoy), and did most of it without guilt or regret. I was proud of the choices I was making far more days than not. This is not to mean that I am really unhappy. Most days I enjoy my life. I work at a cool job, with good people. I am blessed.
I just don't always feel like myself. Like the girl I was a year ago. And I like that girl.
And its about freaking time I bring this girl back to life.
This week started me off on the right foot. Next week I am headed back to the pool (finally)...
The highlight was Friday's 35mi bike ride with 7 of my coworkers. I really do love my job and the people I work with.
|3 girls, 5 guys -- one of which rode his mountain bike the whole way -- 35 freaking miles!. Dude is STRONG.|
15 weeks. So much can happen. :)